I've been thinking...

There have been so many thoughts that have so carelessly been wandering though this so impossibly large head of mine.

• I am 23 years and two months old and no, it’s not young. Try watching something like Kung Fu Panda or Open Season with a 12 year old and you will say this to yourself no less than 10 times that you have grown up since you were 12 until the full fledged realisation hits you hard that you are in the unnerving territory of adulthood. I feel I have aged more rapidly in these 6 months than I did in the last 22 years and 8 months.
  

• Now why is it so difficult to find a good lingerie store? When I ask for size 32C, I mean I want 32C! I am tired of the salesgirls trying to hand me a 32B while glancing at my rack and telling that it should fit me. And when I insist, they tell me that the piece of clothing does not come in the particular size. Now why would I pay 600 bucks for something that I know is not my size! For God’s sake, why can’t the owners employ people who understand that what they are dealing with is an external-indispensable-complementary-enhancement organ and not a harness to support some bulk!
  

•  Why do I try to change myself in order to be like by someone else? Why this desire to please others when I know it’s only going to make me miserable? And then on the days that I realise this blatant truth, I extricate myself from the complex network of changes only to fall into trap the very next day. Hey, I think I’ve found my New Year resolution – “Be thyself!”
  

•  It has been so long since I last boozed, I feel like those old dipsomaniac days/nights were from another century - My head all clear of thoughts and unnecessary analysis, exactly the opposite of what I am doing right now, eyes trying hard to focus on a view which I felt like I was seeing while on a swing and other people around me going all weird, giggling, dancing, crying or may be stripping too! Wow, it definitely has been a looooong time now.
  

•  And last but definitely not the least and my personal favourite - My career. Yes, what about it you might ask. That’s exactly what I would too!